My Film Career (Part 5)

The next morning we woke up early and had breakfast. Yesterday I had already told Seryozha that I had a film shoot today. I didn't tell him the truth about the casting so I wouldn't have to make anything up. He left for work and I started getting ready. I quickly took a shower; I didn't need to tidy myself up as I had shaved everything the evening before. I also didn't put on makeup, remembering what happened last night when my whole face was smeared with cum. If I had had mascara or lipstick on, I would have had to scrub off the smeared makeup. I hoped that wouldn't happen today, but just in case, I decided not to wear any. Then I dressed lightly because

it was hot summer weather. I put on light underwear and a dress just above the knee and went to the minibus.

While riding in the minibus, I thought about what I had experienced yesterday at the auditions and what awaited me today. I remembered how I had to suck that smelly, nasty cock and I shuddered again. I hoped today's candidate would be normal and I could work through the remaining scenes with him. When I agreed to this scene, I was sure it would be a small scene with a blowjob for one actor. In reality, today I was going to give a blowjob to the fourth actor. Of course, I convinced myself it was all to help Seryozha, but at the same time I had to lie to him and that depressed me. It seemed that with each new actor, I was cheating on him all over again. Even though after the first day I convinced myself it was just work and giving a blowjob to an actor wasn't cheating, now the feeling of betrayal had returned. Moreover, the fact that I wasn't paid for the auditions added to these feelings. I was very hurt that I wouldn't be paid for the shame I endured yesterday and might endure today. So, I set my mind on finishing this as quickly as possible. I decided that no matter who came to the audition, I would try to get this candidate accepted and finish the filming quickly.

As I approached the building, I saw Natasha, who had also just arrived. Seeing me, she smiled happily and said hello. "Hi Katya, glad to see you, you look great," she said. While we were taking the elevator up to the studio, she told me that she had spoken with the director yesterday and when he said there would be auditions today, she offered to help. The director agreed and even praised her, saying she was a good influence on me and it would be nice if Natasha came to help me. I didn't quite understand how Natasha was going to help me, but I didn't ask. We entered the studio at five to nine and immediately ran into some workers who were milling around the entrance, sorting tools and materials. I began to suspect that maybe the auditions were canceled and we had come for nothing. We went to the set and immediately saw Igor and the director standing and talking about something. We approached them and said hello; they interrupted their conversation and also greeted us. "Igor, go check on the workers, and I'll bring the girls up to speed," said the director.

Igor went towards the entrance, and the director turned to us. "Katya, Natasha, as you already know, yesterday our pipes burst and the women's dressing room was flooded. Last night the pipes were fixed, but the room is completely ruined, so today we urgently called a repair crew. I decided not to cancel the auditions and to hold them today as planned so as not to postpone the filming. I understand it will be more difficult than under normal conditions, but I think we'll manage. Although, it will require more focus, especially from you, Katya. Besides, you said you were also interested in resuming filming as soon as possible, right?" he looked at me questioningly. I was a bit confused because I saw that Natasha was listening attentively and I didn't want to involve her in such details. But since the director was waiting for my reaction, I nodded in agreement. "Good," he said, "I hope that despite all the difficulties, today's auditions will go smoothly and according to plan. Moreover, I want to remind you, Katya, of our conversation yesterday; I will fulfill your request provided you clearly follow my instructions and I have no complaints about you." At these words, I again felt like a guilty child, especially since Natasha was standing nearby listening with interest and I didn't want her to know about the advance.

"Katya, as you can see, today you won't be alone; Natasha volunteered to help you with today's auditions, which I greatly appreciate, and you should also thank her," he continued. "Last time during filming, you worked wonderfully under her guidance, so for today's auditions, I entrust her with directing you in everything, and you must listen to her and follow all her instructions as if they were mine. I have enough worries with this repair today, so if you have any questions, address them first to Natasha and then to me." His words stunned me a bit; he was putting Natasha in charge of me again. As if my humiliation of sucking cock in front of everyone wasn't enough, now there was the humiliating subordination to Natasha, especially since I remembered how it ended last time. I looked at Natasha and realized she was very pleased with her new position, and I felt even more hurt. But there was nothing to be done; I needed that advance, and I said resignedly, "I understand, Vyacheslav Ivanovich, of course I will follow your instructions and Natasha's as well."

"Good," continued the director, "the women's dressing room is under repair, so Katya will have to leave her clothes here on the chairs. Katya, if you want, I can ask Tanya to take your things to my office and lock them up if you're afraid something might happen to them. Fortunately, the men's dressing room wasn't damaged, so the candidates will wait there and come out one by one when needed." Here I almost jumped; he said 'candidates,' meaning there would be several, not one as I had thought. I wasn't ready for this turn of events and wanted to ask how many candidates there would be, but I didn't want to interrupt the director and decided to let him finish. "The audition scheme is the same as yesterday. Katya, you remember that about fifteen minutes are allotted per candidate, divided into three phases of five minutes each. In the first phase, you give a slow blowjob; in the second, you increase the pace; and in the third, a high-paced blowjob is needed. Katya, undress here on the chairs now, just like yesterday, and if you want, give your things to Tanya; she'll lock them up. I want you ready to start in a minute," he said and was about to leave. "Vyacheslav Ivanovich, I have a question about the candidates," I exclaimed. "Katya, if something is unclear, you can ask Natasha; I have many other concerns besides you," he said irritably. "So, get undressed, and in a few minutes I'll come check that you're ready. Natasha, make sure Katya is ready as soon as possible," he said and headed towards the dressing room where the repairs were being done.

I was stunned by his words and stood hesitantly. Natasha's voice snapped me out of my stupor. "Katya, come on, get undressed, and I'll explain what you don't understand in the meantime." I needed to do what she said, so I put my purse on a chair near the camera and was about to take off my dress, but then I noticed that the studio door was open and the set was visible from the hallway. Moreover, workers constantly passed by us, carrying materials and tools to the dressing room where the repairs were happening. I counted four workers; one was older with a slightly drunken face, probably the foreman, and the other three were younger, resembling Tajiks. The path from the entrance to the dressing room passed right where the chairs and camera were, and every time they passed within a couple of meters of us, they kept staring. I imagined what would happen when I undressed and how they would gawk at me.

Lost in these thoughts, I suddenly heard Natasha say, "Katya, did you fall asleep? Come on, get undressed quickly before the director comes back." I thought that I really needed to undress and took off my dress. At that moment, one of the passing Tajiks saw me undressing and almost dropped the stack of tiles he was carrying, then continued walking without looking where he was going. "What did you want to ask Vyacheslav Ivanovich?" Natasha asked me. I suddenly realized I had completely forgotten about it, but I really needed to find out how many candidates they had prepared. I was ready to give a blowjob to one more actor I would be filming with, but no more. "I wanted to ask Vyacheslav Ivanovich how many candidates there will be," I replied. "I don't know exactly, but they probably invited several so they could later choose the most suitable one; that's how it's always done," answered Natasha. "Katya, come on, get undressed, don't stop, hurry up," she urged me. "But I'm not ready to give blowjobs to several candidates; maybe we can choose one and I'll work with him," I said, taking off my bra. "I don't know, that's probably not possible, but I can try to find out how many candidates there will be." While she was saying this, I had already taken off my panties and put all my clothes on a chair to the side, and I sat down next to it to be less noticeable. That Tajik had apparently told his colleagues that I was naked here, and they were already walking back and forth, all three constantly staring at me.

Natasha sat down to my left and started talking again. "Katya, I can go ask Igor about the candidates and then tell you, but first you have to tell me what your deal with the director is." I was a bit embarrassed because I didn't want to involve Natasha and asked why she was interested. "We're friends," she said, "and I want to help you. I'm going to find out about the candidates for you now, and then I'll help you, so I want you to tell me as a friend." Of course, I didn't want to, but I decided it was better to tell her so she would leave me alone, and besides, I needed her help. "I asked Vyacheslav Ivanovich to pay me in advance after filming, not a month later as per the contract," I said. "And he agreed?" Natasha asked, surprised. "Yes, he said he would pay, but now he's pressuring me and demanding discipline, and then this happened with these auditions. I don't know what to do; I promised him, but I can't just give blowjobs to who knows who until they find a suitable actor. I've already crossed all possible boundaries of decency with this role." It seemed I was rambling, and without noticing, I started pouring out my feelings to Natasha. "Don't worry so much," said Natasha, "maybe there will be two or three candidates; you'll manage with them in less than an hour." In my head, that sounded like I was a whore and would work through three blowjobs in an hour. "Natasha, I can't do this," I started complaining to her, "please talk to the director." "Alright, first I'll go find out from Igor what their plans are, and then we'll see." She went to look for Igor, and I remained sitting naked on the chair.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps from the direction of the studio entrance and automatically turned around. A guy I didn't know entered the studio and headed straight for the set where I was sitting completely naked. He approached me, said hello, and introducing himself as Vadim, said he had come for the casting. He was very handsome, with a sturdy build and pleasant looks. For some reason, he wasn't at all surprised that I was sitting here completely naked. I also said hello, burning with shame, and trying to sound confident, said that the director should be here soon. Fortunately, after a few seconds, I saw the director coming from the direction of the dressing room, followed by Igor, and behind Igor was Natasha; she must have found him, I thought.

When the director approached us, he immediately greeted the candidate; Vadim also said hello and introduced himself again. The director said the standard phrase that he had been invited to audition for a supporting role, then he called me over to them. I was very ashamed that I was again standing naked in front of dressed people and a guy I was seeing for the first time, although it was probably very stupid since I was about to give him a blowjob. The director began explaining to Vadim what would happen; we were standing in a group of five: the director, Vadim, Igor, Natasha, and I, listening to the director, but it seemed to me that everyone was only looking at me. "Vadim, you should have been explained over the phone that the role includes a blowjob scene, and we'll be testing that scene at the audition. Katya (he gestured towards me) will be your partner in the film, so at the audition, she will give you a blowjob (and he gestured towards me again)." I felt so ashamed I wanted to sink through the floor, and nothing had even started yet. Moreover, I saw that at that moment, the foreman and one of the workers passed by us. I was facing them and realized they clearly heard that phrase because their eyes widened and they smiled, probably in anticipation of the show. "Vadim, your task is very simple: you must sit on the couch and portray pleasure. It's important not to ejaculate during the blowjob, as the scene doesn't call for it, and filming can be long. But I hope that's not a problem for you since you already have relevant experience. If you have no questions, you can go to the dressing room and get ready; as you can see, Katya is already ready," the director finished.

He had no questions and went to the dressing room with Igor, who offered to escort him and also check on the repair work. The director went over to the camera and started talking to the cameraman about something. Natasha and I were alone, and I had a chance to ask her. "Natasha, did you find out from Igor what their plans are and how many candidates there will be?" I asked her in a pleading voice. "Friend, I promised I'd find out," Natasha said cheerfully. "Although when I went into the dressing room, there was such a mess and they were so busy arguing with the foreman that at first I thought it wouldn't work out," she said and started telling me about the repair situation in the dressing room, which didn't interest me at all. "Natasha, please tell me what you found out," I interrupted her in an already pleading voice. "Yes, of course. Anyway, I managed to grab a minute when Igor stepped away, and I tried to find out the plans for today's auditions. He said he personally arranged with this Vadim; he has previous experience and is a very promising candidate for them. He also said that Vadim might have other offers and might not agree, but they really want to attract him." What a nightmare, I thought; could it be that I would give a blowjob to an actor who would ultimately just refuse the role? I understood that here they treated it as something mundane, as if for an actress to give a blowjob to a stranger was like reciting a monologue. "But did you ask him how many candidates there will be?" "Hmm," Natasha thought, "yes, I asked him, but he said he personally only scheduled one, the more experienced one. Tanya handled the others, but he doesn't know how many candidates Tanya scheduled." What a fool I was for not asking Tanya when I spoke to her, I thought.

"Natasha, what should I do?" I asked plaintively. "I'm ready to film with this Vadim even without auditions, but how can I convince the director not to force me to give blowjobs to other candidates?" "I don't know," Natasha shrugged, "what if Vadim doesn't want to take the role or just isn't suitable?" she asked. "Let's wait and see what happens; maybe there are only two candidates; you'll work with him and Vadim, and that's it." "It's still not right; why should I give blowjobs to actors I won't be filming with? When I agreed to this role, I thought I would only have to work with one single actor," I continued complaining to Natasha. "Well, tell that to the director; why are you telling me?" Natasha asked. "Because he doesn't want to talk to me and said to resolve everything through you, and if I argue with him, he won't pay me the advance; you heard it yourself." "Well, if he doesn't pay, so be it; why are you so stressed about it?" she asked. "You don't understand how important it is to me," I said with emotion. "Well, then explain," Natasha asked and looked at me questioningly.

I was about to open my mouth to speak, but then I thought maybe I shouldn't involve her in the details of my problems. "You see, I really need money right now, and I was counting on being paid immediately after filming," I began explaining evasively to Natasha. "Listen, friend, when you agreed to this role, you should have understood the specifics; auditions happen often, and you have to work with several partners until they choose the right one for the role; it's standard procedure. But if it doesn't suit you, maybe you should refuse?" Natasha asked. While I was thinking about how to answer Natasha, I saw Vadim returning from the dressing room. He was wearing a robe, and I again felt humiliated because I didn't get a robe and was standing completely naked. Igor followed Vadim, and behind him came two workers. They were talking about something and, of course, staring at me. Then the workers headed towards the exit, and Igor approached the director. I saw Tanya approaching from the opposite side and was glad I could talk to her about the candidates and maybe she could help me somehow. Suddenly, I heard the director's voice, "Alright, enough lounging around; let's start the casting. Vadim and Katya, please go to the couch and take